Thursday, July 1, 2010

Just say it...
Say you love her...
Go on, admit it...
Tell me what I already know...
Whisper it before I go...

I don't think you realise just how easily you make me smile, and how easily my heart will shatter into a million pieces when it comes in contact with the ground where you dropped it from some unimaginable height that I built you up to be. Always too special for me to see, but what's saddest is that I'll gather up all the tiny pieces and stick them back together with glue... and though it's a fairly dodgy job, I'll still use it to love you.

I guess I ignored the 'Out of Order' sign hanging above your heart.

I thought maybe I could call you mine, though that was a terribly naive start... you're the drug that keeps me moving, you're running through my veins. It's a life full of emptiness, but a life all the same. What would you do if I stopped breathing? If my blood suddenly ran cold? I can't imagine the look on your face, your reaction when you're told.

If I had the chance, I'd tell you with my very last breath, that you are total perfection, that you're far better than the rest. I know you think you're a heartless, ignorant, charmless jerk, but I love the way you smile, the way you move, the way you talk, the way you are... Ignore the cliché but you're my star. A star I can never reach...

I would follow you forever into the next life as well, and I would hold on and never let go because without you, even heaven is hell. I'll always love you... that, not even you can deny... I just can't stop myself, but believe me, I try. Nobody will ever love you like I do, take that however you will cause even though you hate me, I care still for you.

You're always going to be special to me, I can accept that no matter where I go, no matter what I do, I'll always remember you...

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