I can see what you see not
Visions milky then eyes rot
When you turn they will be gone
Whispering their hidden song

Then you see what cannot be
Shadows move where light should be
Out of darkness, out of mind
Cast down into the halls of the blind.

[Diablo - Halls of the Blind]

It should've taken more time than this. Should've kept me busy and stopped me from thinking the same thoughts as always. I guess that sort of morphine-induced happiness and purpose isn't something that's meant for me. Now they want me to dwell on the past, all of which I doubt ever really happened. I wish it didn't happen, though I'd miss it more than anything. Never even knowing I was missing it maybe. But I'd have to. I know it, because people like me have to miss it. Missing people, memories, that's all we really have. The misery of the memories of happier times.

Escaping from a world
That I once loved
But now pushed away
A quick, heartless shove

I want to leave this all behind
Escape from this place
Get away from these fears
That I don’t want to face

Just keep looking down
And walk right on past
The people that are staring through me
Like I’m made of glass

I could just keep running
And not make a sound
Or fight against the pull
That’s turning me around

Do you love me or do you not?
You told me once but, I forgot...
I've picked you out from all the rest
cause, I know that I love you Best
and if you died before I do
I'd kill myself to be with you.
Golden Wings and Heaven cast,
I'd Suffer Hell to make us Last.

Shadows seep from the depths within the forests of malevolent life,
be not the darkness of its spirit but the fiends that are bound to night.
There befalls no radiance that can sway the perpetual obscurity of the trees,
eyes watch these sacred grounds forever vicious they hold the keys.

Tread lightly upon these foundations oh so held tightly within the claw;
be summoned not to their world within the darkness curdled by war.
Blood and death created under notion arises from the body laden mud,
seek out the truth for lies hide out not your soul beneath the black rose bud.

Words are not, and the sun is forever bound to the illuminated blue sky,
voices are true, but the iniquitous of life is created not by lies.
Creatures of the forest of malevolence embrace not of your breed;
they want nothing of deceit and ignorance from humanity’s dirty seed.

Mother night, wrap your dark arms around me, protect me.
Lord of chaos. guide me. Father death embrace me.
I am the half man that dwells in both worlds...
I walk in shadow and light, and yet I am cursed by both

[WM3 - Damien Echols]

Venom is seeping out
My eyes are burning
My heart is pounding
I am so angry

Know that when the dagger hits the right spot
When there is too much blood
It's not some happy accident
Ending you is exactly what I wanted

I feel insanity creeping up on me
Right and wrong no longer exist
All that matters is your betrayal
The words you said, the lies you told

Know that when my hands are tight around your neck
When you can't breathe
It's not some happy accident
Ending you is exactly what I wanted

You act so perfect, so mistreated
Let me burst your bubble
Your just like every broken down bitch in the world
Reality check, sweetie, life ain't easy

Know that when poison runs down your throat
When your cold heart stops beating
It's not some happy accident
Ending you is exactly what I wanted

You scream about my cruel soul
But I tell you darling
I wasn't always like this
You put this gun in my hand

Know that when the bullet hits between your eyes
It's not some happy accident
Ending you is exactly what I wanted
And face it,
You asked for it.

It's an important message... not something shocking, or something new. Just a reminder during this urgent time our world has moved into. It's also a message which is deliberately withheld from mainstream society: one person can really make such a difference. A massive difference. Good or bad. In your choices; your actions.

Now more than ever it's so important that people wake up - things are getting too late. It's every one person that's causing the problem; and it's every one person that's letting it happen.

The world is bleeding at our feet and crying out for mercy, yet we still cannot see the blatant lies and exploitation in front of us.

Only when a heart is pure,
only when light fights the dark,
only when you raise a sword,
only then a legend may be born.

Listen to the rhythm of the soul,
listen to the lute so sweet,
when you dance with all those tunes,
only then a legend may be born.

When blood is on the sword and hands,
when a hero falls in a fight,
when a maiden sheds a tear,
only then a legend may be born.

When a pendant's crashed in two,
when the twins are locked alone,
when the guarding dragon flies,
only then a legend may be born.

When the sword comes out of the stone,
when the dust from the crown is wiped,
when the heir can take the throne,
only then a legend may be born.

You drink your last cup of ale,
horse is saddled, armour gleams,
only when you ride to fall,
only then a legend may be born.

Only when a head falls down
and you make the sun shine red,
only when you're last to stand,
only then a legend may be born.

Only when the pendant is
put together by your hand,
only when the twins are bound,
only then a legend may be born.

You drink your next cup of ale,
telling things that you have seen,
only when your tale is done,
only then a legend may be born.

Only when a quill and ink
touch the parchment of a page,
only when they write your tale,
only then a legend may be born...

Just say it...
Say you love her...
Go on, admit it...
Tell me what I already know...
Whisper it before I go...

I don't think you realise just how easily you make me smile, and how easily my heart will shatter into a million pieces when it comes in contact with the ground where you dropped it from some unimaginable height that I built you up to be. Always too special for me to see, but what's saddest is that I'll gather up all the tiny pieces and stick them back together with glue... and though it's a fairly dodgy job, I'll still use it to love you.

I guess I ignored the 'Out of Order' sign hanging above your heart.

I thought maybe I could call you mine, though that was a terribly naive start... you're the drug that keeps me moving, you're running through my veins. It's a life full of emptiness, but a life all the same. What would you do if I stopped breathing? If my blood suddenly ran cold? I can't imagine the look on your face, your reaction when you're told.

If I had the chance, I'd tell you with my very last breath, that you are total perfection, that you're far better than the rest. I know you think you're a heartless, ignorant, charmless jerk, but I love the way you smile, the way you move, the way you talk, the way you are... Ignore the cliché but you're my star. A star I can never reach...

I would follow you forever into the next life as well, and I would hold on and never let go because without you, even heaven is hell. I'll always love you... that, not even you can deny... I just can't stop myself, but believe me, I try. Nobody will ever love you like I do, take that however you will cause even though you hate me, I care still for you.

You're always going to be special to me, I can accept that no matter where I go, no matter what I do, I'll always remember you...