your voice is just a whisper
you call upon your blank thoughts as you try
to fit in where you missed her
you missed the chance to stop living a lie

Sorrow sang out to my broken being
A steady hand to pull my strings
Brought me sight without even seeing
I found strength within my tattered wings
I lifted myself up from the dust
Put on my cloak of sadness
Hid my face from the ones I trust
As I was consumed by my madness
The shadow of hope vanished from sight
As I raced towards the apparition
New thoughts emerged dark as night
Only worsening my condition
"You're disconnected, this I know"
A voice rang out in the air
"Help yourself, just let him go"
"Despair will get you nowhere"
The voice was right, I had to admit
Still his vision remained within
The only one I could not forget
I knew the answer but just couldn't win
Quickly I ran from the voice I knew
I felt nothing but the numb
Where am I running off to?
What have I begun?

if you listen
listen close
beat by beat
....
you can hear when the heart stops

So many people like me put so much trust in all your lies
So concerned with what you think to just say what we feel inside
So many people like me walk on eggshells all day long
All I know is that all I want is to feel like I’m not stepped on
There are so many things you say that make me feel you've crossed the line
What goes up will surely fall and I’m counting down the time
Cause I’ve had so many standoffs with you it’s about as much as I can stand
And I'm waiting until the upper hand is mine

[Linkin Park - Hit The Floor]

I'm pouring crimson regret
Crying acid tears
My mind isn't functioning
Depressed for almost 15 years
Crying out for just a little help
Getting nothing in return
So sick of this life and the people in it
I'd like to watch them burn
Lost my friends a while ago
Due to my personalities
I went crazy and lost my mind
I was the cause of those causalities
Didn't mean to snap
Didn't mean to kill
But when I went insane
I lost my power of will
I can't control my actions
I can't control this hex
I hope that you can run real fast
Cause baby you are NEXT!